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[18 Feb 2012|01:51am]
Is there an echo in here?
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That's what you get when you let your heart win [15 Feb 2008|12:05am]
[ mood | loved ]

Dear Cassie,

I was privileged to be the first man to fall in love with you.
I'm certain I won't be the last...


..who needs a guy when you have a dad like this?

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[02 Jan 2008|11:46am]
The most valuable lesson I learned this year was that happiness comes from within. Not from anyone else. Don't ever forget that.

I went to a friend's apartment to drink and smoke a hookah (don't worry! 0.5% tobacco) with my friends. It was exactly where I needed to be. Hope you all had a good one too. Happy 2008.
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[18 Dec 2007|10:17pm]
I move out in 2 weeks.
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all of your love was all that I needed [25 Aug 2007|05:28pm]
I've decided to throw myself full-force into college this semester, including being involved in things outside of just my classes. By the way, here they are:

Organic Chemistry I
Pathogenic Microbiology

Phew. What was I thinking? It's getting crazy. Every new class I take is even more interesting than the ones before. Especially Genetics.. so amazing.

I've finally figured out (after years of fighting with it and trying so hard to figure it out) how to meet new people. It wasn't as complicated as I thought it was and I now know that I overanalyze things sometimes. I guess growing up has some up-sides to it..

Life is good.

p.s. Anyone want to come with me to see Damien Rice in Tulsa next month?
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If I become another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me [09 Jul 2007|06:53pm]
Why, hello there..

It's been a while, eh? Much has changed since I posted last, I suppose.
I'd like to say I'm a little older and a little wiser but I don't really feel that is my place to say that about myself, so let's just say I'm a little older.

I'm still in college (halfway through, woo.). Hoping to have my BS in Biology by the time I'm 23. Just landed a job in the analytical labs for the City testing the water supplies, getting paid over twice minimum wage.. Things are looking up right now.

I've been living my life more than ever before, lately. I've truly began to break out of my shell of worry and jumping in and feeling and experiencing everything.. It's answered some of my questions but now I have new questions that I'm on the quest to find the answers to. Where does it end?!

Saturday was one of the scariest, worst days of my life. I've never really known what a "bad day" could really be. A "bad day" is not having my car break down in the rain or overdrafting my bank account anymore.. I watched one of my best friends almost drown in a creek and it was the most horrible feeling I've felt in a very long time. The little things don't matter, guys.. they don't matter. I love you all and you all have a place in my heart (no matter how well I know or don't know you). Okay?

This post feels kinda scattered and doesn't really feel like I wrote it, but I'm sure I'll level back off soon. I'm off to read one of the 3 or 4 books that I ordered somewhat unconsciously yesterday. That's what I seem to do first when I'm in my 'reflecting on life' mood..


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[23 Mar 2007|06:10pm]
I'm back from camping. Yay!
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[15 Mar 2007|12:26am]
you make me touch your hands for stupid reasons
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[20 Feb 2007|12:28am]

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[24 Jan 2007|11:17pm]
I don't get it!

Is there some sort of law of physics that the people who are unavailable are the ones who get phone numbers? This is ridiculous.
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Uhh, an update? I guess [11 Jan 2007|09:48am]

My name's Cassie.

Next month I will be 20 years old, but I feel like I'm 17. I go to college and I'm majoring in Biology because it's the coolest subject in the world. I still live in the same house as I did when I talked to all of you. Aaaandd that's all I can think of at the moment!

I hope this works!Collapse )

How are you?
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dang straight. [02 Jan 2007|12:48am]

I always say a kiss on the hand might feel very good, but a Cassie lasts forever.

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:
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[14 Jul 2006|01:57am]
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[14 Jun 2006|11:22pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I guess this is what having your heart broken feels like.

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[23 Apr 2006|10:55pm]
It's crazy how emotional exhaustion can flow so easily into your physical being.

I've kind of disappeared for a while, sorry. I'm quitting my job at Beverly Enterprises to go full time at Chick-fil-A for a while. I'm going back to school as well. I'm taking one summer class and then going back this fall. It feels more right this time around. I feel like I'm ready. I've "really grown up the past couple of months" according to my parents. *shrug* I guess I don't really feel it. I feel like what I'm doing is what I should be doing, and that's a good feeling.

Being a manager so far has been pretty good for me, I think. I've only had one problem and it's my best friend being on the same level as me. He's having a hard time with it. He told me he thinks I'm power-tripping, but it feels like the only time he wouldn't think that is when he has complete control of the store. I can't let him be in control all the time. I just can't. That would mean that I'm not progressing in my job at all. I'd be at a stand-still if I don't take initiative. There's a reason why I was promoted..I need to do what needs to be done.

Ahh, I wanted to ramble on about more serious problems but I've just lost the urge to. Maybe later.
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[02 Jan 2006|10:03pm]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Dance randomly at work.

Get your resolution here

I've done that for the past 15 months, sigh.

Lots of events and things jumbled up in my life right now. I just moved back home (I don't have very much faith that this is going to work out..). I'm about to start my hunt for a second job. I'm hoping things will calm down soon.
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[08 Oct 2005|01:06pm]
I think my heart is sick.
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[21 Sep 2005|11:15pm]
At work, our fries come in decent-sized, sturdy, square boxes. If someone needs boxes for something (like moving), we save them. I had plans to build a cardboard box castle in a friend's apartment..but those plans fell through. So, I saved them. You know, in case someone we know needs moving boxes.

I didn't think I'd be the one using them.

That's right, I'm getting an apartment.

It's at Sebastian Commons. They were full at the beginning of the semester, so I didn't really give it much thought. They called me Monday and offered me a one-bedroom apartment if I still wanted one. I talked to some people Tuesday and made my decision to take it. They're normally $535 a month (all expenses included), but my Residential Scholarship will pay $1,000 each semester toward my rent. So my rent for the next 3 months will be about $270 a month, and next semester will be around $350.

My mom says she supports me in any decision I make and doesn't seem like she's that bothered by the idea of me living somewhere else, but I think it's really going to upset her. I hate that so much. I don't want to make my parents upset about anything. It does feel a little soon for me to be living somewhere else..but if I don't at least try it this year, my housing scholarship will disappear forever. So I should give it a shot. The only thing I'm worried about is being alone. When I go to sleep here, everyone else is already in bed and I have no one to talk to, but at least I know they're here. I won't have that on my own. Any suggestions?
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[01 Apr 2005|11:47pm]
I took this girl's order at work tonight..she looked about 14-15..a small water and a medium sweet tea. Our lids are like every other fast food place's..see-through. She..asked which one the tea was
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[09 Jan 2005|08:31pm]
I'm going to the doctor this week, the first time in at least a year (or two?) that I've needed to go. I'm getting worried. The asthma/numbness/shaking episode I had at my brother's house a little while ago happened to me again monday, and almost the same thing again a couple of nights ago. My left arm has been aching the past three nights in a row. Usually I don't think too much of things like that, but something about this isn't feeling right. sdkf
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